Gods must be crazy

We learn to tackle with the confusions and dilemmas of our mind in our own ways. My way was the answer to the question "what do I really want to do?" . This magic mantra made my life so much easier and simpler. Ahh!! I loved those days when I could take decisions simply on the basis of what I wanted to do , the days of absolute independence... when I could simply throw off any option which did not please me enough and choose what suited me d most.But God thinks in mysterious ways... he turned my stable equilibrium system into, i donno what... sidha rambaan chalaya mere upar... and I'm rendered indecisive. Now I have multiple answers to the deciding question as well :)
More than 20yrs of my learning to tackle dilemmas, is now of absolutely no use. GOOD JOB !!! what do u want from me?? I agree u r smarter than you made me. So now kindly give back my decisive power. I swear, I'll try to be nicer.